haPpy ma??suen haPPy gua....=/

Today...morning,go 'yumcha' with daddy&mummy lor...Around 10,back home jo...wait my friend's call..Go out with MunYee&YingYing.They just came back from NS mar.....Dint really talk with them because we go supermarket,they need to buy foodstuff...Inside there de food very oily wor then say.SO,they need to buy alots of junk food lar,instant noodles lar..etc..etc...
LAter lor,go 7-heaven yumchar and unable talk heart-to-heart de things with them both coz got other 2 more new friends of them from NS at there also....Nvm~around 6pm back home because they need to settle their stuff and then i go back home...Dont know why,i feel 'em seh dak' them becuase i feel that i might cant meet them again like that.I almost cry gelor when say BYEBYE to them just now=( syht!!Dont know why i will feel like that since i dont know what deccision should i make..Go KL,or no...if go,what date also havent plan..WHaT DA......im really headache with these kind of things especially when my friends and relatives ask me about it....
ANy angle or what ever come and guide me....Friends???or education?hrmMmmMM.....