c0nfuSing..

Okay.today was feeling not realli happy.U noe,actually my ambition is to be nurse.Well,i Fong Hei liow since when i saw the NiLai college have offer this course but it was very expensive.So now,im in TAR college taking Finance&Investment course.Today,i meet a frien of mine,she tells me about a college offer nursing 3years diploma course in Petaling Jaya and its a private college.It offer Nursing Scholarship which includes uniform,hostel,school fee and montly allowance but they need 4credits in MAths,BM,BI&science.But,my 3subject science is not credit.Well,i was thinking n think ?soneone say its not Too late for me to change now.But,i thinking my dad there.If i change,like veri Ho Sik and sayang my dad money.YA,tat college offer scholarship those.but izzit i confirm can get..??tat's also problem...someone say,Nurse is a Professional job than Business coz business is everywhere whiile Nursing very Sik Hiong in whole world coz Kuet SIu Nurse...HOw....???i was think so so much...u say dim?Nursing was once my Mung Siong but its not anymore since i at TAR college liow.&do u tink how summore if i at that nursing college i will have no study life and college life liow coz there sure all girls with practical.....er..uhrm,im so BLUr...gib me opinion...do u think it is okay i Gai Juk with my course at TAR college?i think..if i Lou Lik n GUen CI study this course..i guess it will be no problem to me..Is my thinking Ngam or not...i was SO confuse...
P/S : more sad when i was typing this while switch on my friend's frienster with 'Let It Be' midi..U noe who u are lar...But,yea...guess...i just have to let it be...naturally.... =) no forcing...