Its been sometimes that i dint type any blog here.Hurm,kinda busy and frusfrated with my studies actually...I used to online like usual actually but im not in the mood for typing any blog or even logging in my friendster..i guess its been around 6 days maybe i dint login..Hurm,but i got another way to look look de.. =)

Starting last week,i've been revising my studies...this coming Wednesday is my 1st paper which is BM...abit different from SPM coz the way the count the mark is totally difeerent...I used to go to the library very often with my lovely senior..SiewYen..hehe,she's adorable~luv her...oh yea~i got BISA[Biz Information System& Application] quite long huh~ this 26th but i finished reading it instead of reading FOA[Fundamental Of Accounting] i dislike it..its on the 25th...going back to SDK on the 27thJan...oh yea,its sometimes new to me.I back by MAS airlines then stop at Labuan n then KK then only reach SDK...its around 8.55am flight and reach SDK around 4pm++...sure very tiring... =/

Today start revise some FOA only..er,cant really go inside my brain lar...aih,tough tough...

okIe..im gonna talk something about last night.Its something i HATE and DISLIKE so much~in year 2006...my 2nd time crying,if im not mistaken..OK...i went to see doctor since Saturday nite coz suddenly i got cough+cold.Terrible cough..actually i got some cold fever on Friday,but i just ignore it.I ate medicine but unfourtunately,it doesnt help..then on the SAt nite,when i called mom asking what medi should i eat..then i dint bring she ask me to seek the doctor immeadiately..she scare i got my asthma back..it was a century stories when i was a lil girl,i used to have asthma...so soso...these few nites...i ate medi n i have to sleep early.LAst nite,i Oi around 9-10pm..then around 12am-1am like that..i heard someone's noise talking,whispering n laughing.It was my friend...not gonna mention her name coz..maybe she noe my blog or...nvm~i dint mean anything just she..omg,u noe she went into my room and she go and look at all my notes and tutor n everything in my table she go and look and see witHOUT my permission...she mess my table n notes..she even took my passyear question for FOA.I heard what she talk to my rommmate that she say since i also dont do delar...better she take n do it..i was SO MAD..Really MAD!!!!But,what can i do..im the type of person who dont noe how to getz angry with someone.So,i awkaes n pretend that im suprised with her exsist...i go to my table and pack my thing properly as its mess and then she only told me that er...Apple,i took your FOA passyear question just now n then she say er..do i have the answer then i say no then she return it back to me.Ok,u ppl think,..if i doesnt awakes...do u think she will return it to me?Its really NO MANNERS taking people's thing without permission..This,can consider...stealing...right?ASHAME of her!!

Then,around 1am..then she goess..I dint really talk much to her n then my rommate went to sleep n so am i..after switching off the light,i cried.I cried because im really angry with it.I always think to voice up myself but im not dare~im too...until...people take advantages on me...after awhile i stop crying n go for awalk..Around 2am,My diary..lil syida...she called me as i misscall her to make sure do she asleep or not.....we talk almost 1hours...she comfort me..always ask me to think possitively....and we talks n jokes.Its so nice and i feel OKAy then...but still..i HATE being USED~DAMN!!!! i treat u as frien,but in the returned...DAMN~[sorry,i noe..im rude]

I cant sleep and dint sleep either.Around 4am i wake up and went to SUsan's room..my floormates who just live nextdoor.I studies some BM n then around 5am...i cant stand anymmroe..i went to sleep...i sleep till 7am...

Then...i wash myself n eat break n eat medi..around 10am,went to library studing FOA..

*last nigh,i sms with my ex classmates..the gila gengz.. =P~

* i miss my l0upohjaiz...so muchie,which is MAnLAm Siu jie..she never n dont noe about my blof i guess..hehe..but i alwayd mention about her..I mizz u darling.. muah~ hehe...

*thanks for my dearly dear diary...miss syida..for her comfort...her +++++ advises...

*my lil cutie senior zhuzhu who is always be with me nomatter what although she doesnt noe how to solve my problem...but,i really do appreciate u as my sister...

*my family for having me to been grow up as agirl who names AMKP n with this kind of personalities...weak n exhausted for everyone';s care which can let me to learnt how to be independent..I can say im much more tougher than i used to be~

-im much more stronger although im still weak-
-im much more happier to have this kind of experience coz its a lesson the god gives it to me-
-im happy with what i have now-

that;s all..not gonna blog so so long..hehe
now~ i wanna stay possitive n be HAPPY..which i always mention... ^_________^